An Open Letter: I

In the event of the past few days or weeks or months, maybe year/s of us being together, there have been a lot of confusing moments that we had so far. I am getting tired of you and I am starting to get tired of your endless mocking and accusations. Maybe in the future, I will just stop thinking of you but for now, I will keep reminding myself that I should not be thinking of you every second.
I’ve been wanting to ask you a lot of questions. I just cannot think of the right way of asking it without sounding so prepared. It just amazes me how you ask nonsensical questions with me so willingly answering them all.
The one thing I am worried about is talking to you endlessly. I might end up saying things I am not to say. The thing is, I don’t want to end any conversation with you. But then it is so hard to start any conversation with you, without you looking so annoyed. It annoys me when you pretends like you are annoyed because I am annoying. So I just keep on doing things on my own pretending I am busy because I cannot think of anything to say without annoying you.
And this keeps you more annoyed. So annoying!